Wednesday, December 23, 2015

December 2015 - Settling back into the USA.

It is already December 23, 2015 and over four months have gone by since I've returned from Baghdad. Where did the time go?  Who knew that adjusting back state side would take this long. Being away for two years, coming back with a new job and a new home, it sure isn't a piece of cake.

I realized I was spoiled for the year in Baghdad, despite it being a dangerous post.  I didn't have to worry about meals, cooking or grocery shopping, I only needed to worry about taking care of myself and managing my time and I had all kinds of time to do what I wanted to do without the added responsibilities.  Coming back home, there were home renovations that makes settling back a little difficult, my responsibilities as wife and mother and getting back into the disciplinarian game was not easy.  I am glad nevertheless to reunite with my family and to be out of the danger zone.

Some of my friends from before welcomed me back as we continue to spend time together with our children which helped with the adjustment.  Getting back into the greeting card ministry was nice to be able to fellowship and gain back some card making skills.  Also, the dance classes were fun as well even though I lost a bit.  These were the challenges and I guess it goes to show that when you are out of routine, your mind and body takes time to just re-adapt to everything.  Getting older doesn't much help either, I guess :D

Back in 2013 and before, I was super mom, having clothes, meals, children activities and everything planned out to the minimum for the week.  Life seemed perfect but there were things missing.  I depended on myself versus the help of God and my fellow friends.  Now I've done less planning and just went more with the flow.  This helps me focus on the important things which do get gone but I sure don't know how I squeezed so much in back then...Oh yeah, I had no cat, I didn't go to church weekly or spent any time with the bible.  My hubby poor thing took a back seat.

Now that it's the Holidays, I continue to focus on the season of giving. Not necessarily giving physical things, but thinking of donating time and money to organizations.  I don't need to buy 20 toys for my daughter like I used to, in order that all her Christmas wishes come true.  No matter what happened in the end, she would be alright.  I also realize the importance of making your home a home once you've moved.  The more you delay putting picture frames or buying furniture to make your niche, the more you'll feel like you're living out of a box.  I've downsized quite a deal, but adding that touch really makes your home a sanctuary and a place you want to retreat to.

So, for those who move, get those picture frames, decorations and memories out and celebrate them.

Two years have gone by without me and now the next few years, the city will have an additional member for new activities and opportunities to fellowship with.  And speaking of new friends, I'm blessed to have an additional Thai friend(s) both in my job and in my personal life I met through my daughter's gymnastics class.  It truly is a blessing and sometimes I know my mom is watching me making sure I don't lose my identity.  I hope through fellowship with Thai friends, my thai language will strengthen and also the culture.  I also hope to teach Thai to Alyssa at least now I have an excuse!!

Merry Christmas

Monday, December 14, 2015

To Go Electronic or Not that is the Question

Image result for digital vs paper

There is a debate going on in my head on whether or not I’ll be totally digitized in 1-2 years with all the technology going on.  Well, after some contemplation I’m ready to begin a debate or at least a start to it.  I’m now 40 years old and about 70-80% of my life have been on processing the old fashion way, pen and paper.  It wasn’t until recently that that texting, e-mail and sharing online exploded the last ten years.  I was using internet when it was still on the DOS feel back at Department of Health and Human Services in 1993.  And up until I was about 16 years of age, I’ve been storing and hoarding stuff forever.  Letting go and living simplicity was not in my nature.
I realize in the last year or so, that my physical space truly is limited and all the memories, scrapbooks, books and magazines that I’ve carried upon me on my shoulder has taken a toll with the many moves with my career.  So I figured, no more..If I can access all my information electronically, then there would be no need for physical storage since I would have a way to access it without the physical space.  Then, we are on the mercy of backups and online availability, which is one of the downsides. 
But think about all the pros of having it all online – you don’t have to carry a huge purse that has an organizer weighing 1 lb.  You can virtually access it anywhere; no more lugging heavy binders and paper everywhere.  You can access yours photos, books, to-do list everywhere not having to remember where you put your to-do list.  You can maybe even be more organized.  No more shredding and disposition.  The pros sound great.
Then you try out this plan and realize some flaws are there already.  I saw this YouTube clip from Loree Marrero, Clutter Diet about how people process information differently and it got me thinking why I wanted to go digital.  The clip mentioned an important thing – well to access your to-do list on your smart phone already requires turning on your phone (granted it’s charged), opening your app if you have a password, finding your app, typing it in and letting auto correct do it’s thing…. Hmmm lots of steps already.  Whereas with a pen and paper it’s available and all you need to do is pick it up and write it down and you’re done.   I’ve been wired for 30 years to use pen and paper and am not quite the digital native like what my daughter (who is now using iPhone to text me and may never learn to properly type).    Pen and paper is also my preference and was my life style up until the recently.  Thinking back to how my office operates, we like the cut and paste feature in logging cable traffic (official messages) that come in.  It sure beats pen and paper writing it over and over, day after day.  But when you think about adjusting the lines in the excel spreadsheet, opening up each e-mail, etc and the processes involved, you wonder if it’s more administrative overhead.  I need to do three things in order to make this system work.  For example, the to-do list on my phone takes more time “to-do” than actually making one up.  Finally, with all the photo web sites available and unlimited electronic storage spaces, you need to remember where you electronically stored them.   Good luck with organizing your e-mails, online drive, photo sites and such!
 As I noted above, downside to going totally digital is that you are at the mercy of backup.  It would depend on the network being up to function especially with a lot of phone apps requiring internet connectivity.  Second you would need caching data to make use of when the network is down but then again it takes storage on your device or computer.  You would also need backup and then you would need to make sure you backup frequently (an extra admin overhead) and also have safekeeping of that backup and know how to access it when needed.  You may even need backup of a backup because what if your backup is damaged? 
All my life I’ve been struggling with storing things and memories.  You can imaging than how going digital will at this point for me, require some admin maintenance to keep the system running.  The time it takes to access electronic data (whether to-do list) e-mail, picture or photos, is dependent on network speed.  For me, now in 2015, it’s quicker to write.
With the pros and cons mentioned, I think the only way I’d be totally digitized is this – if voice recognition works and becomes easier to do whether by my to do list can be recorded when I think of it; not necessitating the need to find pen and paper.  Then I would have my phone with me and have what I need to do with me.  I still believe I’ll need pen and paper to dump out my thoughts before they are transferred digitally.  I hate the folder nightmare in my E-mail apps, so redundancy of where I put information (hard or electronic copy) will be needed.  I will keep electronic copies and also print copies so I can access print copies when the network is down.  My goal is to print less photos and to share/use them effectively.  My favorite photos will now be uploaded to an online drive where they are backed up and into their labels (furbabies, verse images, Alyssa) and I can display them on my computer screen or even TV as slide shows when I desire.  Aha, less physical picture frames in my house.  The key is simplicity and though I’m not naturally that way, I can aim…little by little.

Thoughts to this?  Send me an electronic message :)

Hmmmm..My Christmas Wish list - Amazon Echo?  Maybe if it syncs with all my devices maybe that is the answer.


A Day and a Half in Bethlehem and Jerusalem

I thoroughly enjoyed my day, and as usual, I love recording my experiences to remember and retain the great moments and to have the opportunity to share them so that my family can be with me in the moment.

The day started great as I was able to change tours from Jerusalem the Old and the New to the one geared specifically for Footsteps of Jesus.  I'm glad I did, it was a walking tour and we spent the first first of the day knowing all the places He went in/around Mount Olives.  We visited the Church where He ascended into heaven and also Pater Noster (caves he escaped with the twelve apostles and what he revealed to them about the end of time). Yes there will be many false prophets.  We then went to overlook the Temple Mount from Mount Olives, looking at the many tombs that has an important linked to the coming of Jesus and when the dead will rise.  We saw the gate where He will enter at end of time, and visited the place (yes another church) Dominus Flevit church where Jesus had a vision of the destruction of Jerusalem many years after His death.  Then, we walked downhill toward the garden where He prayed and sweated tears of blood and found strength upon a rock.




Afterwards, we went inside the city gates, and then went for lunch at an Armenian restaurant which was delicious followed by a visit to Sisters of Notre Dame church the place where Jesus suffered and also housed the stone carving "Game of King."  We ended at three important stops where Jesus was sentenced, where he fell the first time, the church where he was tortured and crowned thorns.  By chance we happened to visit the Western wall in the Jewish Quarter.  I visited so many churches I don't remember but they all played a significant roll in history.  I also learned that the place where Jesus had passover was above the tomb of King David.  People did not know this at the time but it was a very interesting coincidence.  Likewise, the Golgotha was on top of Adam's remains.  When Jesus blood mixed with his bones, he resurrected for a short time.

It was a great day and many tidbits were added to what I have learned from the bible.  Happy I got the chance to come and experience the day in Jerusalem.  I got to experience inside, the different religious quarters: Jewish, Islam, Christian and had Armenian Food so I guess Armenian.


Wednesday, August 5, 2015

End of July and Early August Ramblings

Well, it hasn't been a smooth ending to the week, but at least I am still thankful for certain things I continue to be blessed with.  I completed my spin class despite my tiredness and also got my hair done.  I may be late for many things but I'm never late for a spa appointment :D :D  I'm thankful for google on my mobile app as I gotten a virus on my laptop and though both of my mobile phone internet worked and my laptop browser didn't, I knew it was from that supposedly cleaned freeware site I visited.  Nothing is free - except maybe the love of God.  Everything else is deception and comes with a price.  Back to the google on my mobile phone, I was able to search the error, and there was youtube video on how to fix a setting on google chrome that got changed by a virus.  I *knew* it. I'm thankful for youtube and google :D

Speaking of YouTube and google, one can get lost in many of the links.  Lately in Bible Study and in Church I find myself flipping to the Table of Contents too many times before I find my passage - and voila, I find a "how-to" on google.
http://www.wikihow.com/Find-Any-Book-in-the-Bible-in-Under-10-Seconds

There is also a youtube which teaches you in Ten Minutes 66 books of the bible
My take - New Testament definitely easier; imagery always better.

So now it's August and I didn't even finish end of July ramblings.  I just want to end with some things I'm grateful for, for my time in Baghdad.  I'm grateful for Skype, grateful for Krave boxed cereals and last but not least time to bake, experiment, fellowship and "feed" the people of God my baked good creations.  In John 21:15, "Feed my sheep" so may I continue to follow this calling.

Next blog - "Electronic versus Paper."  Yes that in itself has quite a bit of debate....  







Friday, July 3, 2015

Happy 4th of July

I am so excited I could barely sleep.  This is the first time in forever, that I have a three day weekend in Iraq.  We usually have one day off and even two day weekend is rare.  Where else can you go when you live and work in the same spot.  Of course I'm using the time to catch up on my long list of to dos.  Writing this blog is one of them, go figure.

I am planning to teach the thriller routine after taking about 2 full weeks to learn it.  This will be fun.  It will take patience I hope I will be OK.  I learned it using several techniques not every one of the youtube video worked so I used many sources.  Here's my favorite one for the first part:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFEu2vd0nPk

Second part from the Chorus where Michael starts singing, this one shows it step-by-step
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2Ba9HdCOec

Finally, how it should look like - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55h-XfjNO24
Of course watching the actual video helps but with the special effects you don't see each dancer's moves as clearly.

Saturday is the BBQ 4th of July party and Karaoke party.  I guess coming to Baghdad I developed a new hobby - singing, thanks to the Church choir.  I also got to strengthen my tennis so I'm quite happy about that as well.  I can't let go of the tennis now since I get great exercise provided I take it easy and don't get too much to the competitive level.

Next is surveying my room before packout. I don't have a lot of stuff but I wonder how much total pounds I've accumulated.  I've already sold some at two Swap parties (community garage sale) I guess.  Being in Baghdad I can see the glimpse of my lifestyle in a fishbowl.  I'm active in the community but I need time to recharge and unwind.  There's no other way to thrive here and I'm grateful for the many options from singing, exercise, to partying...there's something for everyone here on a smaller scale.  I spent every weekend at the salon and of course, I never miss a garage sale.  I guess it's my way of handling things that come and go in my life.  It is a life style.

Well now that I've dumped some thoughts out, I'm going to move to the next thing on my list which isn't as fun:  laundry.

Thursday, June 11, 2015

Winding Down

Settling back in the USA is not going to be easy.  It's like I've dropped off the face of the earth for some people.  It's the nomadic lifestyle.  You can't make lasting friendships because your job makes you move.  And when you are ready to leave, you have to say goodbye all over again.  Jason has a point and I'm glad he's chosen to stay.  Maybe one of us makes more sense than the other.  I've always been used to moving.  I've always had different groups of friends.  I came to depend not on one, but on many different people.  And maybe that worked for me..but not for everyone.

I'm still grateful for the many blessings.  Every now and then I stumble and fall, and God reminds what I need to do.  It's that spiritual workout I need, something that I wasn't born with.  But through grace, have gained through hard work.  Life was never simple or easy for me...I continue to do many things the hard way, not necessarily the smarter way.  Maybe that was (and is) the only way I knew how.  If it wasn't hard, to me it wasn't work.

Now as I get ready for bed, I have to work on being more content..Something not easy. I keep striving for better but I'm glad that coming here, I've got to do what I want to do, to show what I've got to show and to help those who needed help.

Friday, June 5, 2015

Settled at Home

It's been two weeks now nearly, since I've returned to Baghdad.  This time around, I have adjusted much faster than coming back the last two times.  This means that it's home for me now, and scary to think that I've settled in.  I have a few months remaining but this is what they mean about Foreign Service life -- it takes you a good six months+ to settle in.  It's new environment, new friends, new routines.  I went home, saw my family was out of routine.  And now I came back and it felt like I never left.  This is Foreign Service life.  Then, you start over again.

The last couple of days had crazy dreams centering on what I valued most and is taken away from me with each move.  Friendships especially and the closeness of relatives and family members in the states.  I know now why some people are resistant to this lifestyle and unfortunately until God opens a door for me, I have to understand and choose His will.

I have been busy in the choir, bible studies and worship as well as doing double-time exercising since I've missed that on vacation.  I lost a lb but now I've come to understand that slow weight lost is OK. Although now that I'm 40, time is ticking on me.  I have to choose to give up some of my favorite foods and I've done that before so it takes a little more willpower.

I'm not sure I'm going to have time baking again...but I will have to see.  I hope I will make extra time for my certifications, it will help me in my next job and increase our income.

I guess that is all to report as it's laundry Friday so time to get back to "the routine."

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Volunteering in the 1st Grade

I was happy to be involved with Alyssa's school again during this last R & R, getting to know her teacher and classmates.  As usual, Alyssa requested that I volunteer at her school.  She enjoys seeing me and I enjoy the attention of Alyssa and the kids.  The last two times, I was able to read to the children about what they were learning that week (US flag, black history month, etc) and then helping them to write a few things they learned.  One time I even helped them to draw/assemble crafts for veterans day.  It was a lot of fun.

I'm happy that Alyssa is bright and getting along well.  During the last teacher's conference, Alyssa's reading has improved dramatically and will be smooth sailing in the 2nd grade.  I get good reviews from her teacher about how Alyssa is a great student and helping others.

Alyssa doing her poetry assignment                                                                         Her friends nearby

 Reading Time

 Poetry Assignment - Circle word rhymes then draw.  Her artwork is displayed 
here as she is supposed to draw something about "legs."






Thursday, May 14, 2015

Time at Home

This visit this time around I felt like I didn't accomplish as much as I should have.  I hope that I have helped Jason and Alyssa a little bit with the support of having a woman in the house, cleaning, packing lunch, giving them a bit of a break.  I know Jason got some home projects started which he never would have with all the priorities he has to take care of on a daily basis.

As for my faith, it's the same but somehow being with my family my attention is focused so much on keeping things a float that to have an hour of Church each week or 5 min of prayer or quiet daily bible time is a luxury.  I still would not trade it for anything.  I love being with Jason and Alyssa. Now I know what it means to devote your life to Jesus when you leave your family for His sake. You have no other worries or burdens, you just have to worship and glorify Him and hope to show to others who He is.

I went to the Dentist and it has been two years.  Turns out I had to get two fillings, after being overseas for nearly two years with no check-ups.  I take for granted simple things I should be doing to keep healthy and now that I'm near 40 years old, I can no longer keep them at a low priority.

Alyssa is at the age of exploration and she is keeping active.  She enjoyed the trial gymnastics class and I think it's a great way for her to burn off energy and get her sleepy for the evening.  Now that CCD class is done, I think it's worth it for her to do gymnastics and ice skating.  She also wants to do horseback riding too..wooo!  When I get back if I can get me tennis lessons, ice skating lessons and maybe do Zumba then I'm happy.

Well that is all for now.  Got to get back to my to-do list and figure out how to cross some of it off!

Chic Paris!

I love transiting the city of Paris, especially Charles De Gaulle Airport.  I got to pick up a box of French Macarons, enjoy the shopping and comfort of this chic place, from the bakery to the art.  I feel like I'm in Paris without leaving the terminal.  There's even a massage/relax spa.  One of the things I missed about living in Paris is the chic-ness of it all...From the art and fashion to the lifestyle.

I got to see this Museum exhibit about travel history here and it reminds me why I love this city.  The people are fashionable and have good taste..Why not!  Art is exhibited in almost every shape or form you can find.

 Never travel without your perfume or Manicure set... From the 19th century

Who wouldn't love that trunk?

Outfit from Africa and Europe.  You must always be in style.
These days a t-shirt suffices (unfortunately).


I am looking forward to transiting here again just for the Macarons. Hmmm..Maybe I will utilize the 10 min massage relaxing.

Saturday, May 2, 2015

Trip to Jordan Before Last R & R

I feel blessed.  The day before I travel I get a new work Blackberry to replace the other one that didn't take great pictures.  They were retiring the old ones.  How nice and fortunate. Now once I get voice recognition on this phone, I am all set. This camera will take a lot of nice pictures especially for my trip to Petra, Jordan.

Day 1 - So far all has been well.  I got to visit the city of Madaba and see St. George's Church and the mosaics.  It was very lovely.  I bought two pieces to bring home for Jason and for his friends.  I stopped at Mt. Nebo where on a clear day, you could see Israel -- this is where Moses took the people to see the promised land and is his memorial.  Then I went to Jesus' Baptism site at Bethany Beyond Jordan..it was a beautiful day, the birds were chirping and I felt I was in the presence of God.  This was where the heavens opened.  I ended the day at the dead sea with the MOST amazing experience ever.  I floated without having a raft..it was like I was literally walking on water.  This place is amazing and after I got out, I felt so refreshed like the salt cleared my face..I can feel the sting.


Then we continued journeying along King's Highway.  I saw beautiful canyons along the way and even visited a museum where they had history about the lowest point on earth and also saw the remains of an woman who lived there.

Tomorrow is the day to see Petra and though I originally planned to see Wadi Rum dessert and canyons I decide to take my time to fully enjoy my day here, get some good exercise, pictures and just have fun. 

In my 39 years of life as a Catholic Christian, I never learned what a tabernacle was but thanks to the Women's Bible Study on making Disciples, I'm learning more about the bible and God from Genesis through the old testament to the new testament.  Now I know simply going to church without having my heart behind it was not something God wanted.




Day 2: Traveling to Petra, Jordan

I can say, I've absorbed as much as my mind can absorb.  From horse carriages galloping through the gorges, to tombs and water systems of this natural wonder.  I think it was an amazing visit indeed.  I learned that the Nabateens valued life as much as they did death, which was why all those fancy tombs were carved into stone.  They had a lively market center which bought about the Caravans.  The wanted to make an oasis out of this wonder.



As for modern day people there -- the bedouin  people hussle as much as they can and use young children to rack up money for the grown-ups in the tourism field.  I hired a tour guide from the Cleopetra hotel I stayed at to do a 3-hour guided tour and it was nice traveling with someone.  He also took me through interesting walks off the beaten path showing me some of the hollow tombs.  It wasn't until my driver took me to a rest stop along dessert highway that I thoroughly enjoyed a cup of Jordanian coffee -- sweet with milk.

The desserts was also very nice in the restaurant.  Walking through the 1200 meter gorge (the siq) was amazing as I arrived at the first sight which was the Indian Jones scene in "Last Crusaders." I learned that the site has much more to be excavated and the building of it was during Christ time.  I didn't climb the many steps to get to the high place of sacrifice but I did take a donkey ride about 3/4 of the way up.  The monestary was larger but after a while everything looked the same.I then went to a free site, "little Petra" which is a small version followed by Shawbak castle.


It was a fruitful day and the canyons and sites around me were amazing.  Would I come again? Probably not.  Tourism in Jordan is expensive for guides and cabs and left and right, you need a dinar, even to go to the bathroom!  Well that's what they start to expect at famous sites.  The non-highlight of my trip is the boy who walked me back with a horse demanding a $5 tip (nora. Maybe I should write to the Petra site and say that was a not a nice way to end the trip. But I could complain why should I right? I had a great time that many people would never had the opportunity.

For those who don't have my Facebook, you won't be able to see my awesome Story Book movie with music created right from the BB.  And because it was taken from my work phone, it will only upload to FB which is an approved application, and I can't even upload the file anywhere else.  The file is too big..Oh well, the memories live up here in my head.  At the same time, I have always loved, and continue to love sharing with others.  




Monday, April 20, 2015

The Crazies this Week

Well, I can't say there isn't much humor in the beginnings of this week.  First I've gotten at least 3-5 e-mails a day about this repin of one of my popular pins in Pinterest -- It's the Daisy Duke workout.  I don't know what happen but it just happened in a storm.  I knew this was one of my most popular repins from time to time but for some reason people are pinning it like mad the last few days -- almost as if it was an e-mail storm.  Anyone else want to join the cause?  Here it is.

In other news, I've been busy studying the bible as I am to teach it the next two weeks when the main teacher is gone.  I can't say we're teachers, rather we are guides because we are learning it all together but we lead the studies by highlighting the main topics.  I can't say I'm the subject matter expert so I'm not the bible teacher, rather the leader or the guide.  I'm hoping that with time, God will give me the ability to deliver especially since in my next assignment I will be teaching.

And speaking of skills to deliver, I've made announcements as part of my willingness to volunteer for the church as much as I dread speaking in front of a group.  Now that I realize it's not about me the attention is no longer on me.  If I can keep this thought, then I need not worry.  Maybe God didn't design me to be a speaker but a doer and so, hopefully my actions will speak louder than words.

I got to see my kitty on Skype yesterday and I can't believe in two and half months time, he has gotten bigger - face is fatter, take a look.




Well, that is all from this end.  Whether your goal is to lose weight or to become more spiritual, never lose hope, and TRUST -- that is the word to take with you today.  :-)

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

A Work in Progress

This week is flying by and all I could say is.... I've had my down moments but I have to be more thankful.  God reminds me all the time, which gives me encouragement, that I am on the right track.  Check out this picture.



Yes, old habits creep in but I got this idea from either the bereavement e-mails or one of the devotional book.  I am to set up a shrine that reminds me of how *I am doing.*  Yes you can remember your loved ones by focusing on things that honor them such as visiting a park, doing something that they support, charity maybe, etc.  But the shrine is a symbol -- a growth in spirit.  So I hope that this reminder will continue to build on Bo.  Bo's dark side will subside though it may never be gone, may all the words of scripture be the battle against the enemy.

Only a few more week sand I get to go home.  Feels like forever..I am thankful for another day and a beautiful clean apartment to rejuvenate each day.  I hope I will continue to get the brightest ideas while here and get back to studying for computer certifications (not my favorite thing to do).  For those whose work each day is something they enjoy, blessed are they.

Saturday, March 28, 2015

My Energies

This post is going to be about how I spent my free time, without husband and child.  Yes, I've developed my baking skills, that much I can say.  I don't regret it, my office mates benefit from the sweets in the office and I perfected my skills.  I practiced baking at least once a month but since I've been back, I haven't baked in two months.  We had a barbecue and I decided to make peanut butter balls.  Thanks to youtube, I was able to ad-lib and it still turned out OK.  Sometimes you can't follow a recipe to the T because we are all built with instincts.  (Hmm..I think that's way too much, I don't want to add that much "this or that.").

Here's the end result of my recipe:




Meanwhile on the other side of the earth, my 7 year old daughter has lost her front tooth.  She is growing up without me!



I look forward to seeing her pictures from her Spring Break vacation.

I am spending my energy also on choreographing some dance moves to music and remember some more video routines so I can teach a full Zumba class without the DVDs.  I'm not a professional instructor but it's fun for me to practice my creativity.

Today we had a beautiful weather in Baghdad and I spent it out in the sun and also assembling palms yesterday for church. I never participated in such and having been here, my energy has also been on church activities. I like being a part of the community and helping people from various background. Besides church, bible studies, I'm keeping busy still with fitness, tennis, treadmill and sorts. Haven't lost much weight but I guess my diet needs more revision.  It will come with more self-discipline and of course, choices.

Well that is it for this week.  I'm off to bed to catch up on sleep which I finally can get after a busy week.

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Enjoying the Nice March Weather

It is now going onto the third week of March and we are having beautiful weather.  Not much long before it becomes too hot here in the Middle East so I'm enjoying it.  I can't wait for my trip to Petra and to see my family again on my last Rest and Recupe vacation.  It's going to be hard re-adjusting back in their life after 10 months being away but hopefully it will be a smooth one.

I am happy that Jason is taking time to go to birthday parties which he never did for the 5 years of Alyssa's life.  He's stepping up when there is no mommy there.  Here's a cute picture of them in the choo choo train ride at Stephanie's son, Jeremy's birthday party.



I am keeping busy in hopes that time will pass by soon.  I've joined the Catholic church choir, volunteer to lead Zumba and do the DVDs and do Karaokee nights every other Friday.  If I have free time, I'll do some greeting cards now as the first few months I did lots of scrapbooking.  Now if I can fit in study time great.  I want to be prepare for my next job too.  I work hard to excel but hopefully things will be come easier in my professional as well as personal life.  



Saturday, March 7, 2015

Lent Time - a Time of Sacrifice

This is going on the third week of lent and have decided to give up a few of my favorite things.  But at the same time, I am fortunate that I am blessed with abundance as well.  For example, I have friends who have invited me to work out with them.  I have now at least 3-4 people who would like to exercise -- and all this time I always get a trainer because I like having company to work out.

I now have someone to run on the treadmill with; someone to do battle ropes with; friends to join for Zumba DVD classes and ab class, and last but not least, someone who will be working weights in the morning.

I will see how fast I lose the pounds because the diet is the harder portion.  In a place where food is abundant such as the buffet cafeteria.

I will have to pray for the Lord that I will be able to change my ways of eating because until that happens, weight loss will always be temporary for me.  And as I turn 40 in a couple of months, time is not what I will always have!

On the plus side, my spiritual side is developing more having more time to meditate. I spend Saturdays going to service at two churches.  I just hope that I will gain some more strength and wisdom to deal with daily life while praising God.  At the same time, I am showing love to my fellow brothers and sisters.  I think that is what I'm called to do.

As I end this entry, I want to leave an important scripture, "But many who are first will be last, and the last first."

Friday, February 20, 2015

My One and Only Mittens

During my second R & R I met the most sweetest cat one can ever come in contact with: Mittens.  He was so sweet, he loved being held and being around people, he is the most "gentle non-giant."
I hope his personality never changes.  He's also made a little girl happy and a grown man, comforted at night.  I always thought his purpose was a noble one -  born to be a companion.  He also hates being alone.  I recorded him meowing when Jason and I kept him in a room while we were working on home renovations (doors open, SAW buzzing away).  The worst thing that can happen to him is be away from humans and all the action.  This is not your average cat!!

I bought him toys and he plays with EACH and everyone of them.  This is not only a comforting cat, he's an appreciative one as well.  From the cat dancer, to the catnip circle and the little springy mice, he played with each toy. 

They say second kids are much easier to take care of -- This is so true for Mittens.  After the second week, he's learned to sleep on his own in the living room.  He wakes up on the clock at 6:30 AM.  He's very well trained.  Dad plans to train him to use the human toilet.  We'll see if he is successful.  He's a social cat and as my mother-in-law says, "he's found the perfect home."



Sunday, February 8, 2015

Back to the Quiet

The first time I landed in Baghdad, I knew I wasn't in Kansas anymore.  This time when I came back, I felt good knowing that I am coming home to a little bit of peace and quiet time.  I love being in my own apartment and not sharing with anyone.  Sure, I do like the company of people but it's that meditation and quiet that re-energizes me.

The flight was as usual, two long days.  From Friday afternoon at 3 PM, to Sunday afternoon at 3 PM I came home.  The reason for the delay had to do with the usual layover in Amman.  Flights are limited going in and coming into Iraq.  After I read what happened in Jordan just the day before my flight, I started having jitters about traveling to the country.  I trusted in God to keep me safe and He did.

The scenery changed from Fort Lauderdale to Italian alps (had no idea where we flying over) then the pilot announced that we were crossing over the alps into Greece and Cypress.  Amazing...I guess because I flew through France, it offered me a different view.  I've never seen so many mountains.  Going though the Paris CDG airport to grab French Macarons was worth the trip!! Yummmm.

It's back to the salt mine tomorrow.  Hopefully the wait for my next vacation will not be as long (although I need a vacation from my vacation) hehehe!!


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Italian Alps (flight from Paris to Amman)


Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Peace

January 28, 2015

Already we are approaching the end of the month of January.  My R & R is nearly halfway through and it has been hectic.  It is ironic how I had more peace in Iraq.  I guess family life and birthday planning can be hectic times for me -- the one who always struggle with priorities and time management.  Yes I admit it, and I also hope that I will somehow gain wisdom with my experience in life.

Alyssa's birthday was a blast. I believe this will be the last big party we do for her.  I enjoy giving big parties of more than 10 people but there are downsides to it.  I know as a 7-year old, there is only one of her to go around and one of me.  Fortunately, my husband and in-laws kept people entertained and we had a good time.






Today kept busy yet, by volunteering in her school and by meeting up with co-workers and friends.  It's been busy and I like having a planned schedule.  But I think I will try something new and just not make any plans at all and see how the day goes for my 3rd R & R. 

 

R & R number 2


Flying across the Ocean again...
 

January 19, 2014

It’s that time again, to go home and see my family.  This time I wanted to do some sightseeing in Amman, Jordan before I left.  Due to foggy conditions, we did not land until 11 AM, cutting my time down.  I was able to see the Citadel ruins from the top of the hill and see the Odeon from further away.  My next stop for my third R & R, I will see Petra, Wadi-Rum, some castles and some Christiansites.  I cannot wait.  My last trip home, I plan to see Israel.
 
I chose to route through Paris this time, I haven’t been since I left in 2004 and I can see a bit has changed.  I was delighted when I came to the Laduree tea shop that made the best macaroons in the world.  I’ not sure if it was originated there but I guess when I lan, I can “google it.”   I also saw a bit renovation done at the airport from new comfy beds to play spaces for children.  How nice and the bathrooms feels like the 21st century.  Now all we’re missing now is flying cars.



 
Since I’ve been in Baghdad now for 6 months, I am evaluating how my time is spent and so far I don’t regret it.  I’ve made many friends as a result..I’ve heavily volunteered with the Catholic church and gain experience setting up mass, doing readings, escorting and now joining the choir.  Last Wed., I hosted choir practice in my home since I’ve moved and it was a lot of fun singing.  It’s actually better than practicing the day of!  As a result, a comment we received from a regular church goer is that the choir has “stepped up a knotch!”  We are getting better and we’re multiplying!! I think God is accomplishing his mission through me.
The other goals I’ve accomplished in Baghdad is perfecting my cake ball and baking..I enjoy it but never have time.  When I leave, I hoped to learn how to play the keyboard and make French macarons.  I was hoping to study for work with getting certifications but looks like my time is spent volunteering for Zumba, bible studies, fellowship, tennis, abs class, Church choir and now every other Friday, Karaokee night.  Before I know it, my time will be up.  Leaving again to go back will not be easy at all and I have to do this two more times.  I guess what doesn’t kill you makes you “stronger.”

Friday, January 2, 2015

2015: Who Knew

1/2/2015

My brain has been doing some serious thinking.  Yes, I took a long nap in the afternoon after having a bit of a headache from my cold/sinuses, I dreamed about "Back to the Future."  It is interesting to see and grow up in changes of 30 years.  A lot of things didn't pan out, but it's interesting to see flat screen TVs and Skype make it to the future.  What's amazing is the technology computers took a turn; now I don't have to think or say, "it's on the tip of tongue."  I just google it.  Voila, there's the answer. Computers are my second brain.  And their a lot faster..Let's just hope that smart computers don't end up like Terminator 2 or the like, although there's been some contemplating there.  I guess I did choose the right profession, by default!

The wedding dress I have for my daughter maybe will be worn.  Who knows what fashion holds in the next 15-20 years.  For sure, it will be interesting to see.  One of my favorite Fashion trends is the dip long skirts and the draped sweaters.

Dip Long Skirts






My other favorites, Sharp bite hems, and blouson tops not pictured here.  Finally, one of the 80s shirt, I love, to make a comeback in the last few years.



Once upon a time, I used to be into fashion.  A dream career during the teen years.


Thursday, January 1, 2015

New Year, New You

1/1/2015

It's 1 minute to 11 PM, I'm sick and fortunately tomorrow is Friday but we come into work for project Fridays.  We can't do much here, so we get the option to work overtime hours.  I do it because everyone does, but if I'm really sick, I may just recoop.

My new year's started at the pub and we had a great time, lots of laughs.  I ran into many people I knew but most importantly I had fun.  Then I went home to relax and finally got into bed by 2 AM. Got up at 8:30, did my mundane chores and then worked on some Zumba routines. I'm a perfectionist and I want to get it right...It's fun. I used to dream of choreographing dances so it can't be that hard. But for exercise it needs to be simple and repetitive so that people can follow..Nothing out of the blue!

Then I end the evening with bible study.  It's a quiet day for the most part and I'm enjoying my new quarters.  There is a saying that on compound we can be one of the following - a chunk, hunk, monk...   A hunk is someone who spends all their time at the gym.  A chunk is someone who spends all their time at the cafeteria.  Well a monk goes to their room and meditate :)  I'm a little bit of everything though I like my quiet time, it sometimes can get too quiet.  Thank goodness for Skype and iPhone messaging!

At the New Year's party there were some cool songs that I will probably add to my library.  I like Taylor's Swift, "Shake it Off."  In the video she really has those blue eyes and red lips and can pass for Nicole Kidman.  Now that I looked up on the web, she really has those full face so not quite but sh's got that "Nicole" look especially in the video where she is a ballerina and her hair is pulled out of her face.  Oh....to be doing something you love and get paid for it.


The Nicole Look


However in other images, she can pass for either Charlize Theron or Scarlett Johansson.  OK enough idoling.

So my New Year's resolution.  A new me....yes, definitely.  Every day are new experiences and I will never be the same person.  So for me it's one day at a time, one new change at time.  Maybe that change will work out, maybe not.  But it's worth trying...Finish that bottle of water, yes Bo likes to open bottles and leave about two in her trails.  Habit two, shop less and then I will own less. No more nonsense clutter taking up my life and finally, habit three.  Hmmm.."Let today's worries be sufficient for the day."  Actually habit # 3 is to wear slippers.  What?!  Yes why on earth do I own slippers and never wear them.  Simple yet it's another fact of life -- no one's lifestyle can and will ever be the same.

Happy New Year everyone!