Transition. It makes us all feel uneasy. We are creatures of habit. Mammals are creatures of habits. Some mammals adapt better than others. Same as plants. The most flexible plants can stretch and stay alive despite strong winds.
Thinking back to the many times I've had transitions, I have to say I've overcame them all. For better or worse. So there is no stress anymore. No fear.
The most impactful one was when I was in the first grade. My best friend was Melanie and she asked me, "What will I am going to do?" She was moving away. I don't think I had a best friend again for some time. Then, I switched to public schools in the 5th-6th grade.
I think the worst transition was moving yet once again to catholic school because my mother wanted me to be confirmed. Stability is not something I knew. I guess God was preparing me for something bigger. The Foreign Service career.
The worst transition of all was when I was already in my senior year. I've been in two different high schools. Then I was going to a 3rd one when my mom saw how depressed I was, she asked for me to return.
There were other times, such as the times when I had an opportunity for an art program and I quit. I also quit when I got a part in the play. I ran away from fear. I ran away from feelings of awkwardness.
I've come a long way and this final transition into life should be a happy one. No stress. No pressure. No one to push or blame me. I can finally live...and be free.
